I Wish I Never Found You

(I wish I never found you)
(I wish that I didn't know your name)

I remember you, I remember us
I remember the thoughts that were in my head when you broke that trust
I remember it all, I remember the past
I remember the moment I knew deep inside you and I wouldn't last

How could you do that to me?
Thought you won't do that to me, thought you don't act foolishly
Thought you wouldn't had no caliber, any character
Guess you were just fooling me
Guess you could've fooled the entire world with those pretty long curls that had me at hello
Guess my imagination did that on its own

You were not like a typical pretty girl, more like a New York City girl
But not like on Fifth Avenue, up in Manhattan, you were much more fulfilling girl
Milly rocking all over my feelings, drunk driving like a truck driver in the semi Uhaul
Up in Utah, over my feelings, but you are still so goddamn appealing
And on top of it, I'd still take you back, even if I left, I would make it back
Stuck writing rhymes and one liners of you and I, but it's time that I face the facts

Some people don't change even if they vow to
I can ask for your love and you don't know how to
But the fake love you gave could just not amount to
All the promises you made, wish I never found you

I wish I never found you
I wish that I didn't know your name
How do I live without you?
How do I live with all this pain?
I wish I never found you
I wish that I didn't know your name
How do I live without you?
How do I live with all this pain?

I gave my best, you'd ask for more
Gave you more 'til I had no more
Continue the cycle 'til my back was sore
I'm talking back and forth then back and forth
Then back and forth, then back and forth
That sentence will twist up your tongue like you do with the truth 'til the lies feel numb
Never mind you're dumb, now just take a look at what I've become

I find it ironic you told everybody that you were the one with a broken heart
The only thing broken was your common sense
I guess that's why we never had hope at all
You're probably hear just to think that
You could just call me up and have me back, hell no
I'd rather get hit by that truck from a minute ago

'Cause none of that shit ever made sense
Your mind is too thin like your patience
If you love somebody, you do not put on an act like you hate them
Not the same guy I was those years ago
Rather be on my own than with you alone
You could've been here with me, could've built us a home
But you're still so fake like silicone

Still remember that shit like yesterday, didn't hesitate to throw us away
But I guess you can say we were both to blame
'Cause I love the pain and you love the game
'Cause I've been through hell now I'm back again
Don't hit me up and try to act the same
I know you wish to go back to before the fame
But girl, you have no chance to restore your name

I wish I never found you
I wish that I didn't know your name
How do I live without you?
How do I live with all this pain?
I wish I never found you
I wish that I didn't know your name
How do I live without you?
How do I live with all this pain?