Space

I never used to beg you just to change your mind
I always used to bullshit just to help us unwind
I never really pleaded it was never in my plans
And I'm feeling so defeated though I never had a chance

A thousand different bottles should have guided me to you
But they're the reason for the seasons where I never quite flew
It was easier to handle with your chest against mine
But now my ghosts are so alone they send a shiver down my spine

Now I'm lying here awake
Wondering how he got to see you in space
And my head's angled up at the stars so I can see
But its making my neck hurt

I'm at the back of the line but you don't seem to care
I'm just biding my time until my brain cells wear
Thinking maybe that if I remember
You'll remember
We'll remember

He's a good good guy

What happened to the nights when we would drink till it was bright?
Is it me who's any different? pretty sure I've got it right
You always used to jump me when your friends were out of town
Wow your legs are constellations and I'm planted on the ground

So now I'm lying here awake
Wondering how he got to see you in space
And my head's angled up at the stars so I can see
But its making my neck hurt

I'm at the back of the line but you don't seem to care
I'm just biding my time until my brain cells wear
Thinking maybe that if I remember
You'll remember
We'll remember

Remember decorations on your sofa that were burned in my arms
Remember celebrations where we tossed a stupid ball in the yard
I should have contemplated getting swallowed right up into the sand
It's underrated when you have no skin in the game and half a bottle left in both of your hands

Well I never used to beg you just to change your mind
I always used to bullshit just to help us unwind
I never really pleaded it was never in my plans
And I'm feeling so defeated though I never had a chance

Not a chance