Manifest Depression

The blood falls down your cheek
And drips on to me
But I'm not alive the way that I used to be

Your lips look so pale to me
Do you feel empty?
Is there a way that I can bring you back to belief
In something more than me?
In something more than a phone screen and pictures of his family?
Are you listening to me?
Do you hear the drum beat?
Do you hear the sound of our mom's heart on repeat?

Do you feel like a criminal?
I still feel responsible

Your feet must be freezing
Your heart's on your sleeve
Your knife's in my back and I'm in the street
I fall to take a seat
It starts raining
The buildings start to fall and my life's crumbling
They're staring at me
I'm slowly dying
I tried to wake up but I just can't shake this sleep
That he gave to me
When I was 13
I'll never unsee the things that happened to me
My brain feels incomplete
My speech is muttering
I'm numb so the idea of death feels so soothing



Credits
Writer(s): Ship & Sail
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