Nowhere Land

Stuck in the middle
I won't take back control
There's something I like about my lack of it here
(You watched it disappear)
This is Nowhere Land
I'm in the habit of never letting go
I know, I know, I know
I could be fully happy if I tried
I know you could be too
I think eventually came sooner for you
(It's your point of view)
But I could be wrong
Being that I don't know you at all
I realized that when you cut me off
All nonchalantly, so composed
I'm not ready yet
Don't wait for me
I don't know if I'll ever be
I'm just a little preoccupied counting to infinity
Watching paint dry and grass grow
Relearning things that I already know

(This is Nowhere Land, you're in the habit of never letting go)
(You're dancing in a sinkhole)
I'm calling your bluff
You've lived here long enough
There's light at the end of the tunnel
Can you get there before it crumbles
You're sinking the sun
It's so much easier to leave it alone
You think your hands are on fire
But your pain is just a concept

I'm gonna be okay soon
There's just something I gotta do
Find this needle in that haystack
By that beehive past that fire pit
That's blazing in that dry looking forest
And there's a bridge I have to drive across
So I'll go fish my car out of the river
I'm telling you it's quicker than all the alternatives
I did the math, I made the calls
I'm lucky I can do this at all
Are you with me or against me
Break me gently, leave me slowly

I'm never gonna stop trying
Never gonna, never gonna
(You really gotta stop trying, really gotta, really gotta)
I'm never gonna stop trying
Never gonna, never gonna
(You really gotta stop trying, really gotta, really gotta)
Never gonna

(This is Nowhere Land, you're in the habit of never letting go)
(You're dancing in a sinkhole)
I'm calling your bluff
You've lived here long enough
There's light at the end of the tunnel
Can you get there before it crumbles
You're sinking the sun
It's so much easier to leave it alone
You think your hands are on fire
But your pain is just a concept