Silk

I'm sinking and drowning
My feet on the ground but-
I'm thinking about it
Let's stop with the shouting

We'll figure it out but-
Maybe we won't
I say that I do
You say that I don't

I can remember the end
I just remember you in my arms
I just remember our view of the stars
Fell in love and then I fell apart

I know your deepest secrets
You still won't look me in the eye
You say you never mean it
When you wish our love would die

Telling me, telling me, telling me I could be everything
Thinking 'bout everyday all of it turning to memories
I never, I never told you just how much you meant to me
Feeling your loving you singing out all of my melodies
Feeling like I been so out of my mind
Running all out of my time
Wish you were mine
I, I'm spending my days tryna cut out the noise
Never could say I'm your man
Always just call me your boy

Turn off your lights
Stay up all night
Tell me you see all these tears in my eyes
Hold out your hand
Take all my time
Tell me you see through my eyes

Honey you don't even know my love, deep in your heart
Baby you don't even need my touch, I'm falling apart

All of this just feels too soon
I got out of bed today
But you were still the first thought in my head today
Fighting the urge to text you is like boxing a heavyweight
Steady grief weighing on my conscience
Like damn I really had the world and I lost this shit
Damn I tried to keep changing but my pocket ripped
That's why she keeps I telling me that I ain't got no sense

And it could've been a simple fix for me
And we could've worked it out eventually
All you needed from me was some honesty
And that feeling slowly creeping up on me

Darling you gave me love
(Something special)
Took me places that I
(Can't forget)

How am I gon' be alone?
How am I gon' let you go?

Turn off your lights
Stay up all night
Tell me you see all these tears in my eyes
Hold out your hand
Take all my time
Tell me you see through my eyes

Honey you don't even know my love, deep in your heart
Baby you don't even need my touch, I'm falling apart