Sting (feat. Restinsleep)

This is Horus

I can't remember when
I started to forget things
I don't like thinkin' 'bout the past, with all the pain it brings
This wound still stings
This wound still stings
Forever, fresh cut in my memory
10 years gone by, it don't mean shit
Where's my apology?
Still haven't gotten it over 10 years gone by, since the last time
I wanted to hug my mother

I thought I could beat this
I thought I could take it far
But I cannot never escape
What I am inside my heart?
Oh why me?
Why must I feel so out of place?
Why can't I just keep up the race?
I swear I want to bleed
Out all the sins that I've committed way-way back when I was weak
But who says strength is anymore than just the simple disbelief?
That you can knock me down from standing up on my own feet
I drag my heels across the street
With my pain upon my sleeve
Show the ranking I've achieved
Though my fight is incomplete
They'll never understand all these words that I speak
The ground is getting steep
Catch me

I don't like thinkin' about the past
And all the bullshit that it brings
This wound still stings
This wound still stings
Forever, fresh cut in my memory
10 years gone by, and it don't mean shit
Where's my apology? Still haven't gotten it
This wound still stings
This wound still stings