Ghost

What you even come around for?
you ain't have my back even when I had yours
We said we'll take take the whole world over
you couldn't tell me what's wrong
still think about it thought it's been so long
thought we'd be down forever, now you're gone
I remember, I remember
It wasn't many days that we didn't chill together
we was hangin' in my dorm room
we would write them rhymes
Then record 'em in my closet cause
we was next to shine
even had our own handshake
fall into that hug and we was different colors
but we swore that we were blood
and, uh, all of a sudden you deaded everyone
I had to find out through the internet
you had a son.
And when I text you won't hit me
This music took my all around the world
you were s'posed to go with me
but, uh, the thug changes and love changes
And them best friends become strangers
I knew what Nas said was true
I just never thought it be about you
but, um, people come
people go
and when they leave its like they took
a piece of your soul.
It's sorta like a ghost
I didn't know you could walk through walls
I didn't know you could float
I didn't know you could disappear
I guess you were a ghost
ghost
ghost
we used to be so close
I pray I don't get used to this feelin'
the closer you are, deeper the cuts
longer the healin'
these feelings and insecurity
they circle me
I just walk around like ain't a soul on this earth, that's hurtin' me
I do this for protection
When I feel rejected I just dead 'em first, man
somebody bring the hearse in
my worst fear in life is that my wife
would have the urge to leave
like everybody else start desertin' me
I know we made vows, but I cannot believe
when I see divorce rates
you know why I got doubts
fear takin' control
seein' but now I know
to truly love a person, the bravest act of the soul
I could either get my heart again
put it in the open
or lock it in a box where it could never be broken
but there it grows cold, lifeless and old
nobody could come close but it's safe
protected from the ghost
I didn't know you could walk through walls
I didn't know you could float
I didn't know you could disapear
I guess you were a ghost
ghost
ghost
we used to be so close
what you even come around for?
what you even come around for?
what you even come around for? (let it go, let it go, let it go)
what you even come around for?
You ain't have my back even when I had yours