Crazy (feat. PnB Rock)

I'm going crazy
I'm going out of my head
It feels like I'm going crazy
Nothing can save me

I'm goin' go through the haze
I can't stop staring out my window
Chopper and my pistol
I'm going out of my head, head

I'm exhausted, last night I lost it
Let the homie's get loose
I'm sure Ima get the lawsuit, Nana called
My granddaddy coughing up blood

Got an infection, the cycle of life just sucks
I bet when he die, she die, just because
They been together 60 years, that's what they call love
Paid for my first cousin wedding, over 200 grand

Then two kids and six years later, he's the wrong man
I woke up this morning, really wasn't feeling myself
Thought about suicide, but me, I ain't killing myself
My cousin Corey shot his girlfriend

Then shot himself in the head
Before I shoot myself, I'm shooting everyone else kid
My head aching, my hands shaking, I'm sweating bullets
And it ain't even hot in this bitch, I'm going through it

My mind playing tricks on me, I mean, shit homie
I might need a strait jacket fit for me

It feels like I'm going crazy
Nothing can save me
I'm goin' go through the haze

I can't stop staring out my window
Chopper and my pistol
I'm going out of my head, head

My favorite uncle Roc got twisted
'Til that liquor gave him sugar
Had complications once or twice
That shit fucked up his liver, to me he's still the man

Cause see me, I still remember that lil' snorkel
He bought me to stay warm that December
I was sleeping in the basement, the window had a draft
Even with the electric heater, I was freezing my ass

I got some money now, so if I die before him
Ima leave it to him, he can have a fine nurse
Put that insulin needle to him
Called my son twice, he ain't picking up the phone

And Banks, me and him don't even talk no more
You know 'cause of me, he ain't never have to sell crack
Never used no knife, or had to squeeze no strap
But if I go tonight, I bet you I'm hellbound

For cocaine distribution and letting off MAC rounds
Home invasion robberies, we ran in that crack house
Took them niggas paper and all of they packs out

It feels like I'm going crazy
Nothing can save me
I'm goin' go through the haze

I can't stop staring out my window
Chopper and my pistol
I'm going out of my head, head

Then I was in the second row
The second time Em married Kim
Looking at Proof like
"How much you think this gon' cost them?"

Feels like a set up, Shaniqua's being nice to me
I rather a nigga just put a knife in me
Than go through the emotions
The confusion and commotions

Never die down in my head, they keep going
It feels like I'm God's punching bag on occasions
Amazing, on other days I feel like I'm his favorite
I never bite my tongue, I just call a spade a spade

When life feeding me lemons, I just make lemonade
My nana beat cancer, it came back for a rematch
Life without my old girl, I couldn't see that
My grandpa was the strongest

Then he broke down and I broke down
I looked around, like if shit go bad
Now who am I gon' go to now? That was his partner
See he knew everything about her
Now he's saying he don't wanna live without her

It feels like I'm going crazy
Nothing can save me
I'm goin' go through the haze

I can't stop staring out my window
Chopper and my pistol
I'm going out of my head, head