Jordan

I really wish you would leave me alone
I just want to be by my own for a second
But you've always got to creep on my dome
Always got to speak on my zone, so you know what I reckon
I reckon you're just as lonely as I am
I reckon you're just lonely as me
I reckon you want to see me break
So you feed me bait, 'cause you know what I need
Yeah, I know what you need

Oh, please, can you just listen up?
Just zip it shut and not interrupt for once
I mean, fuck, this just isn't fun, and I've been stuck in this rut
But I'm done with ya, fuck you cunt
Fuck you too
Fuck you, shut up
Cut up, just do it, one, two
Nah, I'm ain't ever falling for that again
I don't want my mother to look at me like I'm nothing but a nutter

I just wanna have a moment of peace
I just want to go to sleep without you always calling me a loner
Saying that I can't stay sober
And I should make a rope with the sheets
I just wanna focus on beats
Focus on making the dopest release
Nah, you should get drunk
You should just jump
You should just dump and explode on the streets

Damn it man, you make me sick
You've always been a crazy prick
I remember the days that we played as kids and you'd say
That I should go to the neighbour's place and set flames to it
Take a sip, take a sip, take a sip, shit, that's three for your OCD
Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip
That's four, does it make you tick?

Bet you crave a fifth
Like you crave the piss, every day is the same as you chase your fix
You're a slave to the taste of a fake escape
And too lazy to change a bit
You're afraid to quit, so you wait a bit
And you weighed a bit, gain weight a bit
What a way to live

Okay, you prick, I get the picture, no need to explain the shit
You're ashamed of it
Maybe I am
But who are you to judge?
It was you who was telling me to do the drugs and get stupid drunk
I just thought you could use some fun
You were upset, you were dumped, I didn't say to abuse them once
The truth is, you choose to run from your problems
Don't blame me for the fact you're a stupid cunt

Take it back
No way, mate
Take it back, it ain't plain as that
I'm the one that remains intact
And at the same time craving crap that you made me have
Don't say, I'm a lazy rat
When the greatest fact is, I'm trapped in the way you act

You're just mad that your brain is tapped
You're the same as your crazy dad
You're a maniac
Fuck you, you don't know what it's like to be so messed up
That you hope that you die
When you're over your life and you know that
You might put a knife to your throat as you cry
But I chose to survive, 'cause I think I could focus and try more
Don't wanna die from emotions I hide
You couldn't care that I'm broken inside
You just poke and provoke 'til the moments arrived

Why, why you gotta do this to me?
You're choosing to be so abusive and mean
Refusing to leave 'til my brain has been taken
You're basically placing the noose on the beam

Everybody wants that, according to you
No more torment, Jordan we're through
No more talking, the door has been shut
I'm ignoring it, just like you taught me to do
Goodbye