Asphyxia (Tokyo Ghoul: Re)

In this lonely night a little poor guy
Suddenly just stop breathing

You are drowning in a world that will never change
Because you will never save anything
Just remember and open your eyes

If the darkness take your soul again
You can't avoid it it's your reality

Just swallow your pride and suffer again
'Cause you're accustomed to feel like that
Someone who's not dead can be loved
That's why you should try to keep living on
Hit me again the hardest you can
Happiness was just not made for me
That's what we have and how it works
'Cause sometimes hate could be so beautiful
I hear a voice so probably it's the end

None of us can avoid this pain
How many time you need to
Know that you should give up
Tell me if
Can you feel this desperation

It's okay if it's broken
Maybe you just need to know how death feels like
I guess that the dreams are hard to reach
And with this pain we have to keep living on
With every breath it gets harder
I'm suffocating for all this doubts
I feel like we should die
And now that I'm drowning in this ocean of pain

Maybe if I give up I could live in peace
And then I could save myself from drowning again