Flower Crown

I'm calling out every little single last thing I did
Eternal slumber, what a wonder
It's the little things about you

They said your fingers just slipped
Now you're a ghost without the spirit
There was more you could prove than you put yourself through
And all I can say is I wish I knew
And everyone's wearing black
I couldn't stare at that casket
I looked down at my feet
Couldn't move from my seat
Would you like what was said in the obituary

You can't pull strings around it
To start making sense
We can't wrap heads around it
We speak of you in past tense

So what'd your little sis do
Bloodstains painted your bedroom
And your face on the floor
Made her shake to the core
She doesn't recognize you anymore
Does your mother still cry
Does guilt still burn her on the inside
She acts like she's fine but I know she's had some bad nights
Her verve went dark when you saw the light
I miss when you were around
Bright white petals on your flower crown
You would cry through red eyes like you were losing your shine
Why am I living it out when I want to die

You can't pull strings around it
To start making sense
We can't wrap heads around it
Our friends are growing tense

When you left
You shook the ground
Picking petals off your flower crown
But you don't do that anymore
We don't do that anymore
When you're gone
You're gone for good
An easy out when you're growing old
I don't see you anymore
I don't see you anymore