Dipsomaniac

(Ohh)
I'm losing all my thoughts
These pints of poison
Killing me
(Ohh)
I cannot seem to stop
I'm drowning
Won't let go of me
It's slowly
Consuming
Victim of a Dipsomaniac

Any dipso won't admit so
To the fact that he can't get sober
Cannot quit no
Going down a path of
Bubble bath of Veuve Clicquot
Any minute 'bout to vomit throw up
Stagger down a path of alcoholic withdrawals
Hands tremor agitated, relying on benzos
Can't escape, the mental cage barricades the brain
Self inflicted pain
Nails rippin' his own face off
Lost in despair with no care
Insecure can't cope with life without beer
Chronicle addiction yet he don't care
AUD to the point he can't bare
Without a drink to sleep
Turning pessimistic to the point that death's a blink
Away and he feels it, so he downs a drink
To release the pain, and it soothes him
Actually it brings out the demon
Shit fades and he blacks out
Next day girl friends terrified
Black eyed with a cut mouth
Broken glass and the house trashed
Both parents crying in the room
Begging him to go to rehab

(Ohh)
I'm losing all my thoughts
These pints of poison
Killing me
(Ohh)
I cannot seem to stop
I'm drowning
Won't let go of me
It's slowly
Consuming
Victim of a Dipsomaniac

Doesn't only happen to the fiends
People getting hooked like a kid on candy
Sippin' that syrup, nursing bottles on the knees
Watched dad drink like a fucking routine
Half-cut at age fifteen, sippin' everything
From dark ale to Jim Bean
Shoulder tapping on the corner of the shops
Trying to get a few 40's for the homies
Take 'em to the parking lot
Didn't imagine that consequences last
And would catch up after a decade has past
And my minds gone, melting it's decaying fast
Better pace yo ass before it's too late
And I've seen it happen to my dad first hand
Now I'm 'bout to walk in the same path
With my own shoes
So I better get my shoes laced
This is why, if not the only reason
I've been suffering these demons in the first place
Palpitating heart beats
Paranoia strikes in fear
When he's back in sobriety
'Cause he can't take it
Drowns himself because he's
Lost and even though he tries
He can't escape it

(Ohh)
I'm losing all my thoughts
These pints of poison
Killing me
(Ohh)
I cannot seem to stop
I'm drowning
Won't let go of me
It's slowly
Consuming
Victim of a Dipsomaniac

Just let yourself indulge into the pool of emptiness

Interventions
Little bit ubiquitous
Get help pretty please dedicate yourself
Bring our relation back
'Cause you're lost JEY and I promise
A doctor will cure all of your problems
In fact, now I get why it don't appeal to the mass
'Cause we always mask and hide the obvious
I don't need you to worry about my well-being
I'm already at war with
My persuadable conscious
Isn't it obvious I don't intend to quit
I might dilute the shit and cut down
Fuck cold turkey
Not now
Confused and rapid onsets
Leading to a seizure, delirium
Tremens and cold sweats
Lying on his death bed with a lost face
And his family is in tears
Cannot look into their eyes, he's slowing dying
It's too late to revert
Should have never taken that drink
That encouraged him down a path
It's too late now 'cause the line has gone flat

(Ohh)
I'm losing all my thoughts
These pints of poison
Killing me
(Ohh)
I cannot seem to stop
I'm drowning
Won't let go of me
It's slowly
Consuming
Victim of a Dipsomaniac