Closer

Step away from the madness
Breathe the cold air deep in my lungs and submit to the sadness
Commit to withdraw from the battle
Gotta jump ship and hope that I land in the saddle
Hand on my heart, I wear my heart on my sleeve
But I'm never really sure of what I hope to achieve
And I never felt the cool from the rope of release
Tether to the core like dope to a fiend
So far the road's been open and free
There were a couple of tolls, I've had a couple of fees
Couple of times I've been on a couple of knees
Wishing for a couple of hours or even minutes of peace
Head spinning from the turbulent sea
Scanning the horizon for a little faith in my breed
Placing my feet among the space I'm making my sleep
Hoping the path I'm on is really destined for me

Why do we go far?
Why do we go?
When we're just tryin' to get closer
Tell me, why do we go far?
Why do we go?
When we're just trying to get closer
Trying to get closer

I'm wary I flirt
I'm here in a lurge
Meant to be clear in my head but I'm hearin the feds
Sirens, side effects have been in fear of the meds
Stay clear from the medics my peers weren't here when I bled
I don't want to years up the critic
Over beers and whether is come low searching for my turneress
Lost seaken knowledge with holes in my jean pockets
Don't want a clean office I know that I'll see losses
But don't wanna leave profit 'less I'm feelin hot in this
Displaced where am I?
Here am I
Quiet wife mixphase we're aligned
Just until whenever I get displaced I can
make mixtapes on my mistakes and risk taken
I knicked [?] but I misplaced him
Here's the key to my heart but don't open it it's vacant
I'm misplaced and home is a bit crazy

Why do we go far?
Why do we go?
When we're just tryin' to get closer
Tell me, why do we go far?
Why do we go?
When we're just trying to get closer
Trying to get closer

Why do we go far?
Trying to get closer
Why do we go far?
Trying to get closer
Why do we go far?
Trying to get closer
Why do we go far?
Trying to get closer
Why do we go far?
Why? Why?
Tell me why do go far?
Why do we go?

I brought my mentals to all my friends' phones
Never stay too close until I went home
It's usual they view me at my funeral
I'll make that walking dead pose
I recluse but I've lived once I bought a red rose
I've been loved only after I divorced my ex though
I thought my head broke
A so it when I forced my pimp love
Nearly took her with me to a comic expo
Tell em toby if you wanna lets go
I promise I'll let go
I said no see I wasn't feelin what she said
I'Ll be a modern jazz artist competin with the dead
She ahs my heart but I'm leading with my head
So it's the matter of my mind that's defeating me instead
Is this the life I purchased, deny my service
Am I while worth it?
Ah gad I perfect despite my urges
I create a rift couldn say it when in fact I stay in drift
And that's the way it is