So Afraid

All the kids run around playing free and fun
While the dogs lap around the can
Falling down, climbing trees, swimming in the river
No life jacket on their backs

Daughters sharpen their knives and they hunt for food
Others watch their children grow
Mothers going to work and they shake the hands
Of a corporate tycoon's ghost

And I'm afraid, ah
I'm so afraid, ah
"What if I lose?" Is what I think to myself
I'm fine in my shell, I'm afraid of it all, afraid of loving you

I'm a gift and a curse to the wilderness
When the leaves only turn to brown (ah)
The birds fly high and they wink at all
Of the grandmothers on the ground (ah)

Rain pours down in the village dens (ah)
My cousins fetch for lunch (ah)
While I sit in my room writing letters to my church
And things and such (ah)

'Cause I'm afraid, ah
I'm so afraid, ah
"What if I lose?"
Is what I think to myself
I'm fine in my shell
I'm afraid of it all, afraid of loving you

Cousins all in the creek
Friday night, write a 'zine
And the rain pours down, the ghetto dancing
Yeah, ah

I'm so afraid, ah
I'm so afraid, ah
"What if I lose?"
Is what I think to myself
I'm fine in my shell
I'm afraid of it all, afraid of loving you

I, I-I-I
I'm
I'm afraid, afraid of loving you

Cousins (whoo) all in the creek
Friday night, write a 'zine
And the rain pours down, the ghetto dancing
Yeah