What If I'm Hurt Again

You go too far, while I don't even know how to start
You dig too deep, while you're askin' me what I'm doin' asleep

Well I really don't know now,
what I'm doin', I got the tools in my hand
But I'm just clueless how to use
them, while you got your castle of sand
I'm just the wind blowin' in the storm, and I'm scared to even try
Cuz I'll knock it down, yeah to the ground, and you always ask me why

I play your game, but it gets me every time,
And I'm brought to shame
Why do I even try?
And the waves keep getting closer and I know just what to do
But I'm afraid to
Cuz what if I'm hurt again by you

You want it loud,
well these speakers gonna blow from
the sound (and still it's not enough)
You want it bigger and brighter,
I'm just not that capable all
year-round (but that's what you want in love)

You want this thing,
now you're indecisive, you can't make up your mind
Do you want it this way or that way, you want answers I can't find
It's not flashy, and I like that, but you want it to be right
I'm a perfectionist with other things but not this little sight

I play your game, but it gets me every time,
And I'm brought to shame
Why do I even try?
And the waves keep getting closer and I know just what to do
But I'm afraid to
Cuz what if I'm hurt again by you

You never told me what I was doin' all wrong
Coulda had this fixed but now it's been prolonged
To the point where I coulda given up on you
Why you got to be like that? Why can't you just speak the truth?

I play your game, but it gets me every time,
And I'm brought to shame
Why do I even try?
And the waves keep getting closer and I know just what to do
But I'm afraid to
Cuz what if I'm hurt again by you