Statements?

Every day is just the same
Where I wanna throw away my own name
Every day is just another day
So why bother, why bother
Every day is just the same
Where I wanna throw away my own name
Every day is just another day
So why bother, why bother

Uncomfortable in the skin that i'm in
Paint a mask, daily tasks and feel incomplete
Nothing's ever enough, no matter how much passion
No matter how much drive, feel the crash and the burn

Little frustrations build
Inside me, mountains high
I'm buried beneath, I feel buried beneath
But above ground, there's less air, less oxygen
Than being buried - beneath
Ever reaching up, under stars I want to stay
But pitch black thoughts banish the sky
The sun in my face is a distant memory
Deafening noise or silence, but nothing in between

Who am I, who am I
Who am I, I always ask
Who am I, who am I
Who am I, I always ask

Every day is just the same
Where I wanna throw away my own name
Every day is just another day
So why bother, why bother

Presented to the world as put together, put together
But I can't begin to put together how I feel when I'm alone
Automatically insane, can't stand my own brain
The struggle to cope envelops me just as much as the waves
Of regret, of sadness, being lied to
I feel betrayed
First time I ever said it aloud
But i'm allowed to acknowledge my own damn pain

No, I'm not perfect, and I hardly think I'm worth it
But every day I wonder if true joy really exists
Surrounded by "don't worry, be happy" but what is happy
And why cant I be whole
Happiness, the emotion, so fleeting and so precious
But when gone we always wonder whats so wrong with us
I don't have an answer, I don't know if I ever will
But I promise that I'm fighting hard to be still

Every day is just the same
Where I wanna forget all of the pain
Every day is just another day
Do I bother, do I bother
Every day is just the same
Swallowing the all of the blame
Every day is just another day
I won't bother, won't bother anymore