What, Would I Have Left?

As of lately I been thinkin
What so called pals plottin
Thinkin what I can do for them
Instead of what we can do fo us

Keep a stoagie tucked
The product of tough love
Sparkin that knowledge up
Ain't concerned on such and such

Juggling the danger and fun
The voices start to run
Rampant in my head
Nightmares full of dread

Paranoid of breakin bread
With some pesky pests
Cause the crumbs ain't set
Out on the dinner table

Winner's circle member, your raps is fables
Sleep tight in the cradle
It's a shame they paid you
For a job well done, I'm coming in raw

Bystanders in lockjaw
Like they just seen Satan's spawn
Already mentioned the attention drawn
Bodies laid out restless in the front lawn

This isn't what I want
But this is what I get
If I died today
What would I have left

My mind is a mess of stress
Messing with my headspace and temp-erature
Losing patience premature
I'm less assured on who next

These kids ain't protect they neck
So I'm chopping for beheadings
Collecting bounty for the trophies
Investing in better dressing

So they know who the fuck they addressing
Rapping to the letter
Tell me who's better, leave 'em wetter
Than Harvey did Houston's center

I'm the center of attraction
Thinking about that action, constantly
Accelerating the habits
Fast or slow, he know how it goes

This isn't what I want
But this is what I get
If I died today
What would I have left

Indebted to the books of rhyme
Take a double take on the life
If we wasting time, then what counts
More than clout on SoundCloud

I just been about a fucking dollar
Tried to get it right like a scholar
Now I'm writing how school is for goners
Who losing all their honor

On how, what, when and who to sponsor
Do you know where you are
If you're delirious like me, making ends meet
Like a circuit that's burnin' charge

Energy coming raw, living large
Boy I see y'all tripping off two left feet
Right where it's too far
I'm on another level you just can't reach

This isn't what I want
But this is what I get
If I died today
What would I have left



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