Numb Me

I'm sick ending nights facedown in pools of sweat
And waking up my head full of regret
I had to check my phone to make sure i hit send
To no surprise, theres no reply again

Happened again
I placed my bets you know i was all in
Promised escape from the way things had been
Then why am I lower than where I began

What am I looking for if it not you
Spending all my time and money
Trying to find something to numb me
What am I looking for if it not you
Spending all my time and money
Trying to find something to numb me

I'm over starving myself just to feel control
Doing hollow things to fit the mold
This is exactly mom and dad had told
This Life is more than sex drugs rock and roll

But I'm a roll
Why stop now when I still have all control
I just want something to make me feel whole
Don't leave me standing out here in the cold

What am I looking for if it not you
Spending all my time and money
Trying to find something to numb me
What am I looking for if it not you
Spending all my time and money
Trying to find something to numb me

But the pain always come back in the morning
I'm just trying to live and ignore it
But the pain always come back in the morning
I'm just trying to live and ignore it

What am I looking for if it not you
Spending all my time and money
Trying to find something to numb me
What am I looking for if it not you
Spending all my time and money
Trying to find something to numb me

But the pain always come back in the morning
I'm just trying to live and ignore it
But the pain always come back in the morning
I'm just trying to live and ignore it



Credits
Writer(s): Drew
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