Tornado

Sometimes I think about my life
And I feel like
Everything's fading
Everything's changing
And then I wonder to myself
Where the time went
Where the sky went
When everything was at my fingertips
And I
Don't want to leave behind
All the beauty that I find
In the world
And I
Am having trouble with my mind
Trouble with the sky, and

I have a feeling we're not in Kansas anymore
Up in a tornado
A tornado
And in my head we're painting all the roses red
Fallen down a rabbit hole
Down a rabbit hole

I always come back to this place
This empty space
Laughter from a past life
Childhood filled with lies
And then I wonder to myself
How I got here
Why I stopped here
When I feel more myself anywhere else
But I
Can't let myself detach
Too many strings attached
To this world
So I
Am continuing to stay
I need to get away, and

I have a feeling we're not in Kansas anymore
Up in a tornado
A tornado
And in my head we're painting all the roses red
Fallen down a rabbit hole
Down a rabbit hole

And all these shadows
And all the lost hope
And all the chemicals make
Memories all twisted in my head
And times are changing
The scars are fading
But all the words and webs make
Everything grow harder to forget
Everyday of my life I'm silent
Holding on to somebody I wasn't
And I know that I'll never be free
But honestly I
Realize it will always haunt me
Makes so many simple tasks seem daunting
And I'm growing so sick and tired
Of what's required

And
I have a feeling we're not in Kansas anymore
Up in a tornado
A tornado
And in my head we're painting all the roses red
Fallen down a rabbit hole
Down a rabbit hole