Empty Room

Winter takes me now
Of cold and glammy skin
In there an empty room
As I am born again

What? you want me to
Follow all your standards
Then you wanna lock me up
Wrap me in some handcuffs?
You repeating my pain like its an anthem
But I don't wanna see it man
Get rid of your cameras
Listen to you? I don't even understand ya
You Yelling at me reminding me
Of things that I have done
Regrets are haunting me now I can't fathom
Now one else wanna see me man
I'm looking like a phantom

I opened every door all
Of them were random
Then all of them closed on
My face left me abandoned
I ran away Then I
Fell into a tantrum
Fell into a numb stage
Now I can't stand up

This world, yeah it offered me a plate
And I took it by mistake cause
I realized that it was made by anger
Now I'm feeling like
My entire past is back and
It's treating me like
A nail I'm being hammered

People who hurt other
People I can't stand them
I used to be that kid who
Was searching for a ransom
Cause I felt trapped in my own mind
It's an ocean
I'm feeling like I'm being
Pulled down by this anchor

Love? man I lost it cause I left her
Yeah I'm sick of looking for other answers
Who am I? I wish I would've asked her
I'm just gonna have to keep
Following all my patterns

And the issue with that is
I'm locked in a empty room with a mirror
When I look at myself I see a sad kid
On the floor asking
Why did this happen?
Imagine peace in his heart
It's all madness
If you think he's actually smiling
He's acting
He wished that it was real
But he couldn't have it
He had a shot with joy
But never grabbed it
You don't wanna see his dirt
Then why you asking?

Whoah? you think that I'm doing this to please you?
I know that i say a lot but
Don't let it deceive you
Don't let anyone cook up
Lies so they can feed you
Cause they might end up saying
They don't really need you

Don't make your life all about achievements
A little money, power, and
Fame you think you need it
Don't use money if you don't
Know how to treat it
You might end up forgetting about
Family and people you really needed

Instead of waiting for things that
You hope for
Why don't you at least be
Inspired and try to work for it
Don't let what people say to you
Hinder in what you search for
But Let em talk
Keep paying attention, to what's forth

Yeah but that's what I did
But I feel like every time you talk
To me I remember how I lived
Ever since I wrote songs
I learned how to cope with
My emotions well I guess I never noticed it

Winter takes me now
Of cold and glammy skin
In there an empty room
As I am born again