Pacificae

27 year old irises
Watching mindless viruses
Struggling too
I hope they know where the cure is
Because only few make it out of this

I need inner peace
But a piece of me is human
So a piece of me is ruined
I need some release
But thinking only spreads the disease
Please give me inner peace

I'm often prone to violence
As If I'm a mindless Virus
Struggling Through
I hope they know what the cure is
Because I hope to make it out of this

I need inner peace
But a piece of me is human
So a piece of me is ruined
I need some release
But thinking only spreads the disease
Please give me inner peace

Often times I don't even know what I'm feeling
Is it inspired
Or am I just tired
Tired of fighting for inspiration
I don't know where my soul was taken
All of this stress has me shaken
I can barely face it
But I'm forced to taste it
Bitter not sweet I hate it
But focusing just inflates it
As it saps my motivation
It drags me to crawling
As my legs are sprawling
It's as if I am falling
I need to turn it around
Too close to the ground
Gotta move
Upwards
As I search for the words
That I need to use first
Before I start the next verse
Never look at the bad days as a if they're a curse
I know that I look at them as if they're the worst
And all it does is hurt
It really isn't worth It
I Need to reverse it
Pick up my chin, look at it again, and rework it
I'm a damaged circuit, burned on the surface
Always talking like it is me who is not worth it
In truth I feel like I deserve this
That often time's I'm worthless
But without this
How can I find my true purpose

I need inner peace
But a piece of me is human
So a piece of me is ruined
I need some release
But thinking only spreads the disease
Please give me inner peace