Alone

I don't know where I'm headed and I don't know where I'm at
All I know is I'm all alone
Trynna see where my head is while time flying past
Heard it said you can't walk this road alone
Look, I don't know where I'm headed and I don't know where I'm at
All I know is I'm all alone
Just trynna see where my head is while time flying past
They keep telling me, you can't walk this road alone

I know, but I got so used to it
I just don't know any other way to do it
So I roll, Hans Solo
No Yoda to school me through
No Frodo, no fellowship
No hello, dip and skip the small talk
Cause I been about that biz, just get to the point and I'm gone
And I know that's so wrong but that was me for so long
And I aint trynna hold on
But you can see the scars in my palms like I was nailed to it too
And I can hide the truth and front, but I wont stunt
I don't trust much, so you better prove something
Or I'll be on the run
At a slow pace though
I taught myself to be ready to turn my back on anything
And now I'm so gone, aint no one around me
Got me lost in space, danger danger done found me
Feeling like I'm in the valley
Of the shadow of death
Trynna find my way
But I'll fear no evil cause I know my God gonna keep me safe
In the middle of the fakes and all this hate

I don't know where I'm headed and I don't know where I'm at
All I know is I'm all alone
Trynna see where my head is while time flying past
Heard it said you can't walk this road alone
Look, I don't know where I'm headed and I don't know where I'm at
All I know is I'm all alone
Just trynna see where my head is while time flying past
They keep telling me, you can't walk this road alone

All I got is me, all I got is me
God is all I got, all I got is all I need
Still scarred from who I used to be
Post traumatic whatever
Some I gave away willingly
Some I lost as I was falling with no tether
Sometimes I feel like things were better
Before I crashed on the Rock
Most times I wish that I was anchored in before I tried to climb my way to the top
Cause anyone with sense was out my life before I started to drop
Chasing the concrete, and man I hit hard
And I aint wanna leave my dogs
But I had to shake the cage
Tried to bring them along
But no one feeling my new ways
So it's just me and a page
In the same room where we used to blaze
They were all I had left when everyone else walked away
Then I had to walk away
And I aint ever been the same

I don't know where I'm headed and I don't know where I'm at
All I know is I'm all alone
Trynna see where my head is while time flying past
Heard it said you can't walk this road alone
Look, I don't know where I'm headed and I don't know where I'm at
All I know is I'm all alone
Just trynna see where my head is while time flying past
They keep telling me, you can't walk this road alone

I can not hide myself to fit in
They prolly hear my subwoofers and think I'm just a thug that shouldn't get it
Didn't grow up as a church boy so now all I really have is me
Because with everything God brought me out of
I would never go back to the streets
I used to hug the block, but it was never love
Just what I thought I was
Thought I could never be more
Than breaking my back in a warehouse or selling drugs
Don't matter if I'm brand new
When all I ever knew is gone or was a lie
How do I
Adapt back to society that treated me like a criminal
Before I ever sold a bag or stuffed my pockets with dimes
Who am I
They don't see me all they see is a product
Multiplying my crimes
Divided my mind with all the time spent chasing the wind
I got caught up
Even though I'm free, feel like I'll never be the same again
Never push poison to my people
Or lay down bars to incarcerate their brains again
But still feel like there's no place for me
An exile to the street
Not good enough for the normal folk
There's too much dirt, no average Joe
All I got left is the thoughts I wrote
Only place I'll ever fit in is on the beats when I flow

I don't know where I'm headed and I don't know where I'm at
All I know is I'm all alone
Trynna see where my head is while time flying past
Heard it said you can't walk this road alone
Look, I don't know where I'm headed and I don't know where I'm at
All I know is I'm all alone
Just trynna see where my head is while time flying past
They keep telling me, you can't walk this road alone