11:11

I think it's bout time that I make a wish
Wanna be rich
They say my life as good as it's gone get
Should I listen and just settle
Though I know I could do better
Let people control my life
I been doing it since forever
Never had plans for me
Don't care what I plan to be
I don't know if I can make it
But I know I plan to see
No plan B
Just plans to make Plan A work
Heard you fall for anything if they never tell you your worth
It get worse
I'm really contemplating on this curse
I ain't never been loved
My skin as black as the dirt
I'm wishing it didn't hurt
I'm wishing for no feelings
Heard Wayne bout to drop
I'm wishing for no ceilings
The rain coming I'm itching
I got symptoms of a victim
I can't even count with two hands the times that we been evicted
I'm beaten senseless for crimes I ain't know had been committed
I'm living but I'm not living
I'm trapped in this mental prison

I just wanna dream sometimes
So stuck in other people visions I can't see what's mine
Cause you can look inside the mirror you can't see you blind
Cause you can't always see the ending that don't mean you blind
Tryna be the greatest I could be
It get so hard cause I don't know what I need
My mama putting all her faith in me I'm sorry mama but I don't think I believe

It's simple I'm focused on building temples
They say I can't speak to people they tryna check my credentials
I was made for this shit like anchors made for ships
Like laces was made for shoes
And cereal made for milk
I'm walking on eggshells while balancing on these stilts
I'm either the next to blow or the next one to get kilt
I think it might be the latter cause every day I'm in battle
Herbo told me to stay focused I'm even watching my shadow
Cause
When you draw goals they try to erase em
Wanna be yo favorite rapper
You'll never need a replacement
I'm like Freddy vs Jason
But the mirror what I'm facing
Steady beating on myself
I might be a lil crazy
Wanna change but then again
I wanna run a gang
Show a chief how to chief
Run streets with the flame
Wasn't ducking from no cops on the blocks where I hanged
They was looking for the crooks and I was looking for the same

I just wanna dream sometimes
So stuck in other people visions I can't see what's mine
Cause you can look inside the mirror you can't see you blind
Cause you can't always see the ending that don't mean you blind
Tryna be the greatest I could be
It get so hard cause I don't know what I need
My mama putting all her faith in me I'm sorry mama but I don't think I believe

I just wanna dream sometimes
So stuck in other people visions I can't see what's mine
Cause you can look inside the mirror you can't see you blind
Cause you can't always see the ending that don't mean you blind
Tryna be the greatest I could be
It get so hard cause I don't know what I need
My mama putting all her faith in me I'm sorry mama but I don't think I believe



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Writer(s): Tezzy
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