Monster

I've been up thinking, right (right)
How I can't sleep at night (night)
'Cause I got all this way
People asking if I be alright
Constantly I've been stressing though
Got me losing my appetite
Hooking like I'm two steps from debt
Halfway into my afterlife (my afterlife)

Now I'm falling through
How did I get this far from you
And how did I get insomnia
And now tryna get sleep isn't possible
Probably 'cause I don't wanna face the truth
Having flashbacks from the days with you
I can't execute no basic moves
'Cause I'm so far gone I'm unable to (like)

I'm staying medicated so I can't feel
Got people tryna tell me I don't look well
And I ain't acting like myself lately
Maybe I'm just sick and tired of struggling
Always fucking up still
Pressure weighing on me till I can't move
Been waiting for a break, I think it's past due
(Feeling like a misguided angel) falling from the sky
Watch me as I burn and I crash through

(I'm staying medicated so I can't feel)
(Got people tryna tell me I don't look well)
(And I ain't acting like myself lately)
(Maybe I'm just sick and tired of struggling)
(Always fucking up still)

Pressure weighing on me till I can't move
Been waiting for a break, I think it's past due
Feeling like a misguided angel falling from the sky
Watch me as I burn like a motherfucking-

Motherfucking

Motherfucking

Motherfucking

I've been feeling the weight till I'm feeling like breaking
Now that we're filling my coffin, I'm off
Tryna be careful of where I been stepping
Nothing to show, 'til my problems are scars
Try not to dwell on the choices I make
No use to take your aggression to grave
I've just been getting as lit as I can
staying sedated and locked in a cage

I'm a monster (monster, monster, monster, monster)
Motherfucking monster (monster, monster, monster, monster)
Motherfucking-

I'm staying medicated so I can't feel
Got people tryna tell me I don't look well
And I ain't acting like myself lately
Maybe I'm just sick and tired of struggling
Always fucking up still
Pressure weighing on me till I can't move
Been waiting for a break, I think it's past due
Feeling like a misguided angel falling from the sky
Watch me as I burn and I crash through

I'm about to crash through an asteroid
See me burning when I pass through, there's no point
Tryna stop me when I crash through, and that's fact
Catching fire through the atmosphere, an impact
They all watching when I crash through, an asteroid
See me burning when I pass through, there's no point
Tryna stop me, I'ma crash through, and that's fact
Catching fire through the atmosphere, an impact