Always Knew

I always knew you'd prob'ly fuck me over
But I never thought you could cut so deep
I don't even recognize you now
What the fuck am I supposed to think?

Everything we ever had is gone
I can't believe you went and fucked it up
I keep searching for an explanation
Clearly that love shit wasn't enough

I could tear the fucking world in half
Thinking how you fucked me over, yes I'm going to mention that
As many times as I need to get over all the pain you've caused
Lingering in misery of memories I hate it all

Don't you ever fucking speak to me
Don't call my phone, don't send a text, don't even fucking think of me
Play the Beatles if you want to Let It Be
Otherwise, go fuck your lies, you're pathetic and fucking dead to me

I always knew I'd prob'ly fuck this up
I take the blame it all on me
Look what I have brought about
With my self-fulfilling prophecies

But I didn't force you to do that shit
Why'd you have to be so fucking stupid?
Now everything we ever had is gone
Poisoned, ruined, why the fuck did you do it?

But I don't give a fuck about the answer
It won't change a thing, I'm breaking clean, I need to raise my standards
Keeping people like you out my life, you took it way too far
I've seen the light, I know the truth, exposing you for who you are

But really it was all my fault
I taught you how to treat me I was needy I knew all along
You wouldn't believe in me, you would be leaving me, once you got busted for playing some games
A face with no name is the image you painted, you're nothing to me but a shameless disgrace