I hate U I love U

Feeling used but I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember

Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
And I'm always tired but never of you

If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that
Say I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that
Say I type a text but then I "nevermind" that
Say I got these feelings but you never mind that
Oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you should just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells are just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't but you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed

Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
And I know that I control my thoughts, I should stop reminiscing
Then I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
And everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

And all alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care, you never did
And you don't give a damn about me
And all alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me?

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
Please let me be her