July

sits down,
watches his favorite channel
sunlight comes through the window
every day, as usual
freedom,
all day for his own using
it has the best of mending
away from the wrong-time-sleeping

silent
turns off all the volume
with the cigarette fills up
his mouth he needs no talk
stays on
chooses to mist him up
only the birds can figure him out
he's alone, alone
lay down,
after the busy working
things are on her order
some kind she used to be
"cafe",
there's no one who sits with
he could see her "unhappy,"
he used to know what it means
breathing
this is the only way out
dropped the eyes
to listen the exit runs
portrait
breaks from the wall and melts down
like the expressions fade and fall,
fade and fall
it wakes me up
it wakes me up
it wakes me up
it wakes me up
rain stopped
still the fog is so heavy
in another world it fled again
from my hand, again
clock stopped
I had outwalked the stars
with the quiet steps and my heart
am I alone
am I alone
alone