Giving up Hurts the Most

Angels mourn; crying, praying for your soul...
As my eyes open from their state of sleep,
I feel my blood turn into a frozen river.
Nightmares, so close; death was in the air.
My heart locked shut, and I gave you the key
Promise not, never, to leave!
As lies hold me, emptiness fills my broken heart...
Screaming your name, hoping for a response;
Silence.
Summer, drowned by winter!
To look in your face and realize the time we spent...
The chances I had...
have drifted away from my fingertips.
Your life, your thoughts, your dreams, your love...
Never tried my hardest, and now I cry as the hurt enters...
I love you, and I still love you
Even though I... never showed it.
A piece of me is gone forever;
Clutching memories held so close,
Repeating words of love spoken too late.
My eyes look all around, but all they can focus on is you, for in you I find me.
Days pass by, and thy death still lingers.
This coldness will never satisfy me.
I want to be surrounded by angels,
In a place where the sun is so warm,
It burns my insides...
Surrounded by angels... surrounded by angels...
Where love takes my darkest depression
and throws it into the deepest sea.
A place I can call home, I'm crying to you, Jesus;
Mend me, break me, make me;
You're all I've got now.
My eyes look all around, but all they can focus on is you, for in you I find me
Farewell, my friend, your time has come.
And never will I be able to tell you I love you again...