I'm Gone

I speak my love in tongues, they don't hear me though
I let spirit flow, I think they fear me through
I think they know if they see me they can never go back to just dreaming
So they let me go... I'm
Sick to my stomach from this stagnancy
Almost relieved to spit bile, I feel vile
I feel inhuman, I feel God but I feel like he don't remember me
Is he as gone as me? (Yea)
I fucked up, I'm sorry, I can't cure this
I can't carry it, I call on my demons
They're reliable, I can't say the same for God
I search for him in the bottle but he's gone and I'm gone
I'm gone

All I need in this life of sin
A little smoke and a little patience
My heart's cold, I'm a little graceless
God forgive me these mistakes I'm making

All I need in this life of sin
A little sleep and a little patience
I'm free but I'm a little aimless
God show me the way and I'll take it

Ask myself why I would rather rain pain into my open sky
Then lay waiting, watch the clouds go by
I can't stand to be idle, I would rather die
You could say I'm the reckless type
She wanna party, wanna spend the night
He say he lover he when he get inside
It's so wet inside
She look him in his eyes
They both lost, they don't know what they tryna find
They don't find it
He don't know her and he don't hide it
He wanna use her and she don't fight it
He's stimulated, she don't feel excited
Can't tell the pain from the pleasure, the now from the never
And they don't try
I keep waiting for love but it don't come
And I don't come, this is all wrong
Hey casanova, hey casanova you...
You don't turn me on
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone

All I need in this life of sin
A little love and a little patience
My heart's cold, I'm a little graceless
God forgive me these mistakes I'm making

All I need in this life of sin
A little time and a little patience
I'm free but I'm a little aimless
God show me the way and I'll take it

I'm gone