Grabbing Sand

I punched up, I got knocked down
Now I'm just grabbing sand
Trying to keep you around
I told myself I was done playing games
But when I'm with you
I feel like losing some days

Because she's moving soon
But I don't want her to
Gotta chase those dreams, I thought
That's why I'm here with you
The night wen by so fast
Why can't the good times last
Fuck the balance of fun and pain
I want to relive our lives again

And I know that is selfish of me
Maybe that made it easier to leave

I thought I made it through these pessimistic waters
But the waves are rough
Not a single photograph we were ghosts
Just a summer of unrequited love
And handwritten notes

Because she's moving soon
But I don't want her to
Gotta chase those dreams, I thought
That's why I'm here with you
The night wen by so fast
Why can't the good times last
Fuck the balance of fun and pain
I want to relive our lives again

And I know that is selfish of me
Maybe that made it easier to leave

My mind is moving a mile a minute
I had no future but I want to plan it
Up on that pedestal where you stay
I'm gonna climb it one day
I'm just hoping that our busy lives can coincide
I'm just foolish calling a crush a future
When it's holding us back
I hope I don't hold you back

Because she's moving soon
But I don't want her to
Gotta chase those dreams, I thought
Just why the fuck do you think I'm here with you?
The night wen by so fast
Why can't the good times last
Fuck the balance of fun and pain
I want to relive our lives again

And I know that is selfish of me
I'm just grabbing sand
Trying to keep you around
And I know that is foolish of me
And I know that is selfish of me
Maybe that made it easier to leave



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Writer(s): Lucas Hardy
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