Losing My Mind

Summertime in the air
Just an adolescent kinda awkward, little square
Was feeling kinda lonely so he wondered who was open to talk
One of his homies said he know a girl who live round his block
So he found her on the gram, and then they started texting quickly
Instantly connected, once or twice they even kicked it
But his school was out of state, and he left in the fall
But still they stayed in touch through text, and face times, and the calls
See he liked that she was beautiful but laid back and chill
She the first chick in awhile that he was liking forreal
They'd stay and chat for hours, but his homie kinda warned him
That she wasn't all the best for that but blinded he ignored him
And kept it going soon he'd gotten invested
She liked that food for her ego them compliments and attention
If this a game, he just hoping he don't lose it this time
Still he looking for the clues in her mind, like

Don't you worry 'bout me
I'll be doing just fine
I ain't losing no sleep
And I ain't losing my mind
Ay don't you worry 'bout me
It'll roll in due time
I ain't losing no sleep
And I ain't losing my mind, yeah

So anytime he kinda noticed that her sense wasn't stable
He would slice into his marrow, put his hands on the table
Nah this work it ain't important if you stressing or sad
Cause when it's someone really worth it that obsession ain't bad
Any pebble rock or boulder he would hold her matters sacred
It's not about these shoulders girl there's nothing gon' replace this
Devoting all his energy and time any length
He would give his spirit, mind, his ears and eyes, and his strength
Felt that tension on his body, soon that question man he popped it
"Girl you've known that I've had interest up to now and you ain't stopped it so
If I tried shoot my shot like would you date me?"
Be honest would I have a chance and she smiled and told him "maybe"
And they kept talking growing closer apart
Finally he got to visit felt a bolt in his heart
And he said "you wanna meet cause soon I'm coming back in town?"
Yeah she told him "yeah I'm with it, yeah I'm down"
But she never came around
Yeah she never came around
And now he's seen that she done seen his message feeling like a clown
But he gon' carve a bloody smile up on that frown, like

Don't you worry 'bout me
I'll be doing just fine
I ain't losing no sleep
And I ain't losing my mind
Ay don't you worry 'bout me
It'll roll in due time
And I ain't losing no sleep
And I ain't losing my
(Said I ain't losing no
And I ain't losing my)

Now she ain't text you in a few weeks,
Now you accusing Cupid too like why you choose me?
Why that when it's something bad it happens to me
Now I hate every happy couple that I do see
But you swallow it, it's rough
You probably not enough
Cause honestly it's shown with every girl you try to cuff
It's haunting you at night, and now it's harder to get up
But you smiling through and cracking jokes and tryna act all tough
Just act like you've been good, and still your mood just ain't changed
But alone you hope them tears will help in cooling the pain
When the world ain't give you confidence for you to maintain
Now you feel like other girl gon' do the same thing
You can't show it like you weak there's something wrong
Cause somehow being honest 'bout your hurt ain't being strong
You didn't know your problems would still bother you this long
You ashamed to go admit it so you wrote it in a song, yea you wrote it in a