Place To Start

I don't have a leg to stand on
Spinnin' like a whirlwind, nothin' to land on
Came so far, never thought it'd be done now
Stuck in a holdin' pattern waitin' to come down, oh
Did somebody else define me?
Can I put the past behind me?
Do I even have a decision?
Feelin' like I'm livin' in a story already written
Am I part of a vision made by somebody else?
Pointin' fingers at villains, but I'm the villain myself
Am I out of conviction with no wind in the sail?
Too focused on the end and simply ready to fail

'Cause I'm tired of the fear that I can't control this
I'm tired of feelin' like every next step's hopeless
I'm tired of bein' scared what I build might break apart
I don't wanna know the end, all I want is a place to start, oooh ooh
I don't wanna know the end, all I want is a place to start, oooh ooh

"Hey Mike, uh, just callin' to, uh, you know, send my condolences"
"Hey man, it's Mark, just um calling to check in on you, see how you're doin'"
"What up Mike? Just callin' to see how you're doin', check in with you a little bit."
"Wanna obviously send my love and support and, uh, just let you know I'm here for you."
"I know you're super busy, didn't wanna bother you, um, I just wanted to let you know I was thinkin' 'bout you."
"Give me a call back if you want, if not, I get that too, um, but I'm sure I will see you and or talk to you sometime soon, alright bud, hope you're hangin' in there, see ya."