Cocoon

I walk around every day and nothing feels right
The sound of my voice the color of my eyes and hair
And all my body parts fall in line
With all the other defective parts I'm universally out of sync
I mean regardless logically there must be something wrong
I'm nowhere near looking like how I want to be
Logically how I want to be
Logically how I want to be
Well logically it's who I am inside and who I am inside oh she just will not die oh

When I finally get on estrogen am I gonna feel like myself again
When I finally get on estrogen am I gonna feel like myself again

This fleshy fucking vessels gotta be more trouble than it's fucking worth
Every second of my life that I cannot
Feel my heartbeat inside oh I'd rather die oh I'd rather die
Than stay like this forever and never change or evolve
And hope my problems will solve themselves
Oh but I can't yet wait what if it's way too early
What if I regret changing more than I currently regret my birth
Regret my birth

I shaved my legs for you I broke my fucking neck for you
What else can I do this is a painful tight cocoon
I shaved my legs for you I broke my fucking neck for you
What else can I do this is a painful tight cocoon
I was the grass I was the leaves
I was the light she saw in me
Where are the days when you would say
I miss you more in every way
I broke my back I walked away
I opened up to you that day
You shoved it right back in my face
Did you and I mean anything
I shaved my legs for you I broke my fucking neck for you
What else can I do this is a painful tight cocoon
I shaved my legs for you I broke my fucking neck for you
What else can I do this is a painful tight cocoon
I was the grass I was the leaves
I was the light she saw in me
Where are the days when you would say
I miss you more in every way
I broke my back I walked away
I opened up to you that day
You shoved it right back in my face
Did you and I mean anything