Crying Underwater

Crying underwater so you can't hear me weep and I'm
Pacin in the kitchen cause i can't get to sleep and I'm
Dying in your arms its getting tougher to breathe and
Your standing on the corner trying to get me to leave but
I'm doing my best just to make you smile but
After I broke her your heart you made me walk like a mile

Christmas morning I had a bloody nose and I'm
Standing at her front door may I borrow some clothes
She says yeah you look awful must've been in a fight
I said my father wants me dead can I stay the night?
She says you better watch your back cause my family might sue
I said my father found some meth does it belong to you?

You've got the wrong girls number this is a rookie mistake
I said I've got nobody else my brother drowned in the lake and I've
Got the count of three to be off her front porch but they're
Striking in the street and they're pointing a torch
She says holy hell what in the world'd you do?
I said I found some blow can I do a line with you?

I'm screaming in a pillow so you can't hear me belt and I'm
Pulling down my sleeves so you won't see my welts and I'm
Cutting up some unions so you won't think I cried and I'm
Leaning up to kiss you but you turn to the side and my
Head is in the freezer so you won't see my sweat and I'm
Trading fool's gold trying to get out of debt the

Evening news has got me loose in the woods the
Helicopter is shining trying to strip me my goods and I'm
Coming to my squeeze but she acts like a flake and my
Father wants to kill me he came out with a stake and
My baby is my world but my world is so strange and I'm
Sleeping under freeways may I borrow some change?

Popping molly in the alley so you can't tell I'm drunk
Kids break their arms on trampolines trying to learn how to dunk
My throats a heavy break trying to laugh it all off but you
Ask me what is wrong and I pretend it's a cough and she's
Teething in her sleep cause she was porn premature but her
Mom's an 80's playmate that's where she gets her allure