Mist förståndet

Staring blind into the abyss that is myself
Left with knowledge (left with fear and despair)
Of what this existance turned out to be
Days goes by
Yet I cannot seem to find the strength to carry on
Further down, into the darkness
Clawing for something to give this worth
This gruesome pain is more than I deserve
Still I can do nothing but carry on
I must let go of the illusion
Or the anxiety will never end

I can't imagine how it must feel
When this is over
To let go of the foolish illusion of some sort of control

You delve inside
You try to save yourself
As you're falling apart

And I would smile to silence your question
Then crown you as king of the fools

For the only way out of this dilemma is to move along
But then you're fucked
For the only way out of this dilemma is to move along
And give them what they want
But then you're fucked

Let the lions led the way
Or you will end up as their prey
Hear them roar
They will roar until you've
Perfected your stature (perfect your stature)
You'll cut yourself upon the pieces
When you walk on the crushed mirror shambles
Let the blood find it's way through your skin

I repent this act where chaos reign
Idolized by those who stay in the endless gray
But it will be worse
So much worse
There's thousands of evils
I see them all
How viciously they encircle me
And at my feet forever fall