What I Do Best

Look at me I'm drunk again
All alone someone left again
I guess I can't put the blame on you
I drove you out
'Cause that's what I do the best
Maybe it's all in my head

I sit alone and wonder why
I have to do this every time
I'm down and out and I need a friend
But I drove them out
'Cause that's what I do the best
I don't think that it's in my head

I don't know how I should feel
I've got wounds that I can't heal
They run deeper than the skin
But you can't see that
'Cause I can't let you in
You plead and pry but I still fight
To keep you out despite the fact that I'm
Down and out and I need a friend
But I drove them out
'Cause that's what I do the best
Don't tell me that it's in my head

I've got poison in my veins
I've got no one else to blame
For the things that I have done
That caused me to lose everyone
That I cared about the most
And when they left they took all my hope
I guess I can't put this blame on them
I drove them out cause that's what I do the best
I need to get this off my chest

I've got poison in my veins
Is that the reason you won't stay
By my side through thick and thin

Or because I can't let you in
Either way I can't blame you
For leaving me like you always do
It's not your fault that I'm this way
You got too close and I drove you away
I think it's time that all this changed