Nightmare Trip

Can't let my body move
Just know my mind's racing
Shed's falling outside
As we're just tripping in my basement
I just wish that you were mine
Cuz I know you don't want me
I just can't think of what to say at this point in time
So please help me
I know what you want and it's really not a dream
Cuz god damn you fucked me up
And now I can't even see
All the shitty letters wrote and the weed that's on the table
I can't even die alone, it's like I'm living in a fable

I know what you're feeling
I know what you're going through
Ego dying on the floor
And all that I can think is you
How did this get so fucked up
We fall in love in the warm months
Then the sun dies with your goodbye
And all of the sudden you're a stranger
Shes's a lonely girl on a lonely night
Sitting all alone in the candle light
And on the floor the flowers rot
Cuz in the end he loves you not
I can't help that I'm so selfish
Breaking hearts I got a death list
Think it's love but it's just Netflix
Fuck it, ima call my ex bitch

I've had a lot on my mind for a long time
I hate the way that you tell me it's alright
Looks like we're falling apart now
I just wish I could come down
Now I'm feeling like I'm blacked out
Asking "where we at now"
I don't think I'll make it out
Noises in the background
I'm about to pass out
I won't even make a sound

And it's a nightmare trip tonight
Yeah, it's like I'm living in a nightmare
And I've been feeling all alone without you by my side
Yeah, every time I close my eyes I'm so scared
And I been going so fast tonight
Yeah, my minds all gooey
And I just hope that it lasts tonight

But I know that it won't
I'm so high up now
And I won't touch the ground