Save You

I promise to save you
I'll try even if I don't have the means to
I'll try even if I don't have your trust
I'll try until either of us enters the Earth's crust

Hardly know you but I've heard enough to see
Something is plaguing you, a dismal entity
Inconvenienced by other people's fallacy
Including myself, I didn't mean for you to feel deceit
By the time this is resolved my spine will disintegrate
Wishing I could break something or scream and change our fate
Not surrounded by what's missing so I love to create
You've been gone ten long months but it feels like twenty-eight, I can't
Relinquish, give up, stay down, forever, I shan't forget you

I promise to save you
I'll try even if I don't have the means to
I'll try even if I don't have your trust
I'll try until either of us enters the Earth's crust

I don't want to die to die, waste the times I cried
Life to be only demise, the mistakes I despise
If you hate yourself, is it so wrong for me to relate?
Find things in you worthy of honor and praise?
I admired you for them, still do to this day
With an added tinge of resentment 'cause it's something I cannot display
Enemy or nemesis, what caused its genesis?
Disbelief and deficit, I can't wait for the end of it
Maybe as time goes on, I'll forget our song
As time goes on you'll forget our dances and dawns

I promise to save you
I'll try even if I don't have the means to
I'll try even if I don't have your trust
I'll try until either of us enters the Earth's crust

I can't save you
There's something bigger than me
I can't save you!