Hard for Me to Deal

It's been hard for me to deal
(It's been hard for me to deal)
Not a day goes by
That I wish it wasn't real
(I wish it wasn't real)
And I'm up at night
Hating how I feel
(I'm hating how I feel)
Cuz I can't live a lie
And I'm known to keep it real
(I'm known to keep it real)
So this what I feel inside

And I feel like you took of advantage
Of my good heart
I was stupid in love
Not knowing that wasn't smart
Thinking you were the one
But your feelings were far
Away from the feeling
Of feeling love deep in your heart
Used me as fresh start
Girl you went hard
Can't blame you
Gotta play your part
I didn't know my role
And I grew so close

(Then we drifted apart)

How you say you love me
But don't speak from the heart
How you say you don't know
When you know who you are
How say you my fan
But don't shoot for the stars
How you go and let me in
Then stop and leave me far
Oh man
I'm so lost
I don't know where I am
So used to being yo man
I can't be a friend
We can act and pretend
But we know where it ends
We can try and make it work
But I know where you stand
Damn...

And I'll die just to be next to you
Said I'll die just to be next to you

It's been hard for me to deal
(It's been hard for me to deal)
Not a day goes by
That I wish it wasn't real
(I wish it wasn't real)
And I'm up at night
Hating how I feel
(I'm hating how I feel)
Cuz I can't live a lie
And I'm known to keep it real
(I'm known to keep it real)
So this what I feel inside



Credits
Writer(s): Alexander Pi'erre
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