Reflection

The darkness is taking over
Not even drinking a I'm thinking sober
Feel I'm trippin not falling over
Picking pedals off broken clovers
Hoping for luck
Broke wit a buck
More drive than a shover
I Uber the truck
I lift the cards I was dealt then shuffle em up
Life's a bitch she sent her goons and told em start roughin em up
I took jabs to the face
I took bows to the stomach
A few stabs in the back but see il be damn if I'm runnin
They try leave me wit nothing
Bitch I'm leaving wit something
I two pieces a couple and told I'm ready I'm comin
Ready to rumble let's get it
They looking at me like this is
Entirely to ridiculous
I'm Jonny cage how I kick it
Mentally ill how I spit it
They say they love you but act like they hate you stop contradicting
I been wishing
For a time machine
I have seen
So many things
And women they really be
On some other
Life's a mother
I wish I could find another
Way up out this crazy struggle
Meanwhile I just gotta hustle
What don't kill you builds more muscle
Now you see me moving in a different lane
On the road to riches quick stop ER cause I'm sick of pain
Speak into existence my success be optimistic
But it's still hard to live wit and deal wit all this constant change
But still repetitive
You need a sedative
Look at the evidence
It's so conclusive
You've been reduced to a loser
Bright future seem so elusive
Yo pockets should be resputia
You fall in love wit madusa
She try leaving you frozen stone
She stone cold
You wasn't pose to love these hoes
You broke the code
Now I'm just hoping we don't fold
Naw face the mirror
Look at me in my eyes
This should not be a surprise
How you got
All of these people taking advantage
They use you and vanish
They cut you and takin the bandage
They leave you abandoned
And truth be told I don't understand it
And now I can't stand it
On my shoulders is the weight of a planet
But how can I manage
Im tryna get a clear understanding
Because the way hey do a nigga woulda thought that they planned it
Say the way they do a nigga woulda thought that they planned it huh
I say
They wanna put you in the craziest places
Where people are anxious
No guns allowed to kill you they shankin
There's no elevation
They act as if they makin a statement
Yo life they be takin
And no they do not care if you make it
They loving the hatred
You know this world is cruel so just face it
But you more than basic
Blessed wit freedom but still complicated
Cause even tho you Blessed wit freedom they anxious to take it

Now I'm searching thru bible verses
Everything for a reason but sometimes I feel uncertain
Look I ain't perfect
I know I made mistakes
But if that's what makes me great then I guess a little pain won't hurt me
But still I'm hurting
They say it's better when preparation meets opportunity
So this scrutiny
Coming from you to me
Is not new to me
Look if you could see
Pass all the women cars and jewelry
Then all this foolery
Wouldn't be so easily hidden
See I aim wit precision
We not the same wit commitment
So please don't ever cross the king that's a dangerous decision
Cause my angles is different
To obtain is the mission
Obtaining a peace of mind is worth more in this game than riches
I'm so sick of the liers
When they act like they riders
Until it's time to get out and start hanging the tires
But ain't no time to spare
I'm sitting here just tryna find the time to care
But I don't care
No fucks given
Ain't no regrets
I keep it pushing
Even tho they looking for a reason to find me and book me
I'm in the booth cookin
Put in all this work so I get paid
But the only thing that's really cray
Is that I'm standing in my way
I'm man enough to stand and face
All these problems and obstacles
I just had to find the time to have this talk wit you
So when they all come back ain't no we
The craziest thing is the only person that's been stopping me is... me