Losing Myself

Picking roaches out of my ashtray I'm not OKAY ant nobody to ask me
I'm trying to carry myself as classy but im unstable so you can't put it past me
I wonder too much about this after life and not enough about this rapper life
Cause I'm always thinking it don't matter right and too my family that's an even sadder sight
I'm tryna get it right try to be patient I'm in my seat shaking cause I'm so anxious
Sometimes I just can't ever fucking take it
Dream about the day that we finally make it
To be famous and next to the greatest
No more staring at the walls in the basement
Begging every motherfucking artist for a placement
I just need to let go of my hatred

Losing myself
Calling for help
Floating through my cell
Locked away
Don't talk for days
It's easy to walk away
Losing myself
Calling for help
Floating through my cell
Locked away
Don't talk for days
It's easy to walk away

I'm Picasso with the picture and that's how I paint it
But recently man I'm starting to fucking hate it
I don't wanna sit here and look like a lame kid
I'm so tired of waiting
I try to make it change and it's always the same
I'm taking all these lines straight to the brain
Off of the window pain staring at the pave
If I jump now who's gonna wear a cape
Splatter on the state and that's great news
Cause you start to speak the truth n they hate you
I'm starting to lose my mind that's what the hate do
I'm just waiting to see if I could just break through
Bring some girls back to my room
Just To celebrate
Reason I use these drugs is to escape
But I think I'm starting to go the wrong way
N I think I need to get away

Losing myself
Calling for help
Floating through my cell
Locked away
Don't talk for days
It's easy to walk away
Losing myself
Calling for help
Floating through my cell
Locked away
Don't talk for days
It's easy to walk away



Credits
Writer(s): Matthew Totten
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