Unscripted (Prelude)
We all fear rejection, want attention, and crave affection
Right now addressing these darker thoughts a life confession
Self reflection self redemption dreams of perfection
But no exemption for flaws mistakes are there for lessons
The biggest question would you test it to obtain what is destined
Still give it all you got even when your rejected
Cereal no milk for breakfast
Now should I go kill act reckless
Or should I go steal that Lexus
But why do I feel so desperate
Expectations more pressured
Aspirations no expert
Social media stuck in the network
Zero dollars in the wallet no net worth
Selling drugs at time I had to do
Grind hard I was tired of eating soup
Low key see nobody ever knew
Have you ever sat and starred at the corners in your room
It was hard to be happy when the problems kept coming
Nappy hair didn't care straight rugged
Double negative had no nothing
Now I got my name buzzing through the whole damn FLUSHING
Word sad story but this how the story goes
Injured from the bullshit Derrick rose
Days passed but I still wore the same clothes
Hot days in the summer but the soul cold
Got my heart broke lost my house in the same year
Moved to a shelter didn't really want to live there
So scared stayed in going nowhere
It really hurt people told me that they don't care
Felt stuck in a wheelchair paralyzed
Thoughts of suicide floating all through my mind
The best solution I thought was to end my life
But my hands started shaking when I held that knife
Shit real popped pills started losing sight
Then I snap backed fast started thinking twice
Dropped the knife can't quit got to live this life
Same night got a pen and begun to write
Damn reconnected with my inner self
And was expressing everything I felt
Jam feel alone have you ever dealt
Scram on your own seeing no ones help
Hold up, y'all really thought I was done
That was just my humble beginnings the man I become
Is legendary like the story of the man who could jump
Micheal Jordan was my idol when a Nigga was young
I come from a place you can get caught slipping
So I'm always on points in this life we living
Hit the ball out the grand slam 9th inning
Took a bunch of lost damn now I can stop winning
Been sinning please forgive me for all my ways
Putting pieces to the puzzle in this life long maze
Suicide thoughts don't come around no more
Rich thoughts from the time when the mind was poor
Let me know if I'm being to personnel
Good vibes mother fucker hope it touch the soul
This is me before the fame if you don't know
Dear Fans how's that for a intro? '92 (NINE-TWO)
Right now addressing these darker thoughts a life confession
Self reflection self redemption dreams of perfection
But no exemption for flaws mistakes are there for lessons
The biggest question would you test it to obtain what is destined
Still give it all you got even when your rejected
Cereal no milk for breakfast
Now should I go kill act reckless
Or should I go steal that Lexus
But why do I feel so desperate
Expectations more pressured
Aspirations no expert
Social media stuck in the network
Zero dollars in the wallet no net worth
Selling drugs at time I had to do
Grind hard I was tired of eating soup
Low key see nobody ever knew
Have you ever sat and starred at the corners in your room
It was hard to be happy when the problems kept coming
Nappy hair didn't care straight rugged
Double negative had no nothing
Now I got my name buzzing through the whole damn FLUSHING
Word sad story but this how the story goes
Injured from the bullshit Derrick rose
Days passed but I still wore the same clothes
Hot days in the summer but the soul cold
Got my heart broke lost my house in the same year
Moved to a shelter didn't really want to live there
So scared stayed in going nowhere
It really hurt people told me that they don't care
Felt stuck in a wheelchair paralyzed
Thoughts of suicide floating all through my mind
The best solution I thought was to end my life
But my hands started shaking when I held that knife
Shit real popped pills started losing sight
Then I snap backed fast started thinking twice
Dropped the knife can't quit got to live this life
Same night got a pen and begun to write
Damn reconnected with my inner self
And was expressing everything I felt
Jam feel alone have you ever dealt
Scram on your own seeing no ones help
Hold up, y'all really thought I was done
That was just my humble beginnings the man I become
Is legendary like the story of the man who could jump
Micheal Jordan was my idol when a Nigga was young
I come from a place you can get caught slipping
So I'm always on points in this life we living
Hit the ball out the grand slam 9th inning
Took a bunch of lost damn now I can stop winning
Been sinning please forgive me for all my ways
Putting pieces to the puzzle in this life long maze
Suicide thoughts don't come around no more
Rich thoughts from the time when the mind was poor
Let me know if I'm being to personnel
Good vibes mother fucker hope it touch the soul
This is me before the fame if you don't know
Dear Fans how's that for a intro? '92 (NINE-TWO)
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