Feelings Fade

My feelings fade like they had before
I'm lying down on this cold as floor
Looking back at all the mistakes I made
Thoughts fly through my head like an aeroplane
If you wait a while the thoughts will spiral
Into a world where everyone is your rival
It's 8 degrees and your starting to freeze
Rhe numb makes the pain and memories ease
As you envision your future in your detrimental state
Your life with all these women continues to replay
Doing your worst to trying your best
You put in the effort so the other two could get ahead
It's alright man it's all g
You've learned from experience what more could there be
With the past gone we can feel ourselves in the present
It's feelings like this that make the world pleasant

I feel it in my mind, when I try to define
What my heart says after being hurt all the time
I just want to make a connection to my soul
Find the right girl so that I can feel whole
There's something special in the weight of her kiss
Our passion grows over time and it's a hit or a miss
I've felt it once before and I'll do it again
But I won't break our hearts like I did back then

I've grown up but there's still a way to go
I've been shown up when I tried to slay the hose
Who would've thought that id evolve substantially
I'm a different man and I'm feeling proud to be
When feelings fade, new ones come
When life tests you out, you can now become one
Whole, within yourself as your praise your success
Sit back and chill, you deserve a bit of a rest
Now it's not enough, you feel the drive
Hungry for a better life, this won't suffice
It's great now knowing that I can feel better
Listen to yourself and be your own trendsetter
So happy with this dopamine inside
No outlet to express I feel anxiety climb
I write it down inside the soul of my journal
And express it in music so it becomes external

I feel it in my mind when I try to define
What my heart says after being hurt all the time
I just want to make a connection to my soul
Find the right girl so that I can feel whole
There's something special in the weight of her kiss
Our passion grows over time and it's a hit or a miss
I've felt it once before and I'll do it again
But I won't break our hearts like I did back then

I feel it in my mind when I try to define
What my heart says after being hurt all the time
I just want to make a connection to my soul
Find the right girl so that I can feel whole
There's something special in the weight of her kiss
Our passion grows over time and it's a hit or a miss
I've felt it once before and I'll do it again
But I won't break our hearts like I did back then