Freeze

I wonder what you been needin
I wonder what you been seein
I wonder if it's a problem that I will talk about this
All I know is I was conceited I wanted preachy positions
I wanted talk without feeling
Started soundin like what I'm runnin from
I was eleven when I would notice the changes
And I remember me callin my brother 'bitch' I didn't understand
Starting to see I was growing into a villain
Think I spotted the problem like regret was immediate yeah
Pondering if it's a matter of time
Thinkin of whether we seein a sign
Keepin it calm but i'm freakin inside
Leave it to me to be thinkin too much i
Could account for the way we feel
Could account for the power to make this real
Could account for the cowardice i was about here when a power to make it all better would appear
What we've been needin
Is so not what we've been seein
Wanna see that this problem is more than talk around a silly joke
I've been no innocent lookin over my shoulder
Yea for ways to feel better bout how i'm part of the culture
(Mmhmmm)

Don't go, don't leave
Don't go, don't leave
Don't run, just freeze
Just be right here to talk this out you'll see
Don't go, don't leave
Don't go, don't leave
Don't run, just freeze
Just be right here we'll talk this out

Don't go, don't leave
No no no no no no no
Don't run, just freeze
No no no no no no no no no
Don't go, don't leave
No no no no no no no
Don't run, just freeze
No no no no no no no no no

I wonder what you been needin
I wonder what you been seein
I wonder if it's a problem that I will talk about this
All I know is I was conceited I wanted preachy positions
I wanted talk without feeling
Started soundin like what I'm runnin from
I could remember when I discovered the issues
Was uncomfortable facing what I could see causing my attitude
Still on a cycle of tryna find my potential
And tryna keep the essentials of what I feel like I would need to lose
But is it a matter of time?
Depending on whether we're ready for making it different mighta been falling behind
Mighta been thinking about it but never endeavoring really to move out of line
But i don't really wanna paint the disappointment
I don't really think I paid a price to voice it
I don't really think I made a point to coin this
I don't really think I did it with my choices
Oh no no no way
I'm a victim of something but that isn't relevant if i'm ignoring the issue at bay
I wasn't ready for facing the privilege I wasn't movin but keepin in place
Nobody notices air that's surrounding them I been no different oh what a shame

Don't go, don't leave
Don't go, don't leave
Don't run, just freeze
Just be right here to talk this out you'll see
Don't go, don't leave
Don't go, don't leave
Don't run, just freeze
Just be right here we'll talk this out

Don't go, don't leave
No no no no no no no
Don't run, just freeze
No no no no no no no no no
Don't go, don't leave
No no no no no no no
Don't run, just freeze
No no no no no no no no no

Thinking of ways to talk to you
Wondering how to break the truth
Thinking of names for what we do
Wondering if I'll see you soon
Thinking of ways to talk to you
Wondering how to break the truth
Thinking of names for what we do
And I'm wondering if I'll see you soon