Worthy

Sometimes I just feel like I'm not worth anything at all
And let me tell you, it's the worst feeling

I'm my own biggest enemy
I struggle with letting myself free
Never appreciating myself
Constant comparisons to everybody else

My heart heavy with instances of the same theme
The appearance others are living my dream
Trying so hard just to fall on my face
Makes me question my perseverance in this race

Self diagnostics
Feeling psychotic
It is so evident
Why these thoughts, they are so prevalent

Am I worthy Yet?
My past darker than I can admit
Am I worthy Yet?
At times I wish I didn't exist
Am I worthy Yet
Or do I need scars on my wrist
Will I be worthy then
Will I be worthy then

I'm ashamed to look in the mirror
My self hatred (couldn't be anymore clearer)
Who's to blame for these bouts of (inferiority)
It's all my fault, I doubt my own (superiority)

I'm carrying too much baggage... too much
I wish I could be the whole package, the whole package
But why set myself up for self sabotage
I just sit behind the scenes like camouflage

Self diagnostics (self diagnostics)
Feeling psychotic (oh I'm feeling so psychotic)
It is so evident (it is so evident yeah)
Why these thoughts are so prevalent (why they are so prevalent)

Am I worthy Yet?
My past darker than I can admit
Am I worthy Yet?
At times I wish I didn't exist
Am I worthy Yet
Or do I need scars on my wrist
Will I be worthy then
Will I be worthy then

Am I worthy Yet?
My past darker than I can admit
Am I worthy Yet?
At times I wish I didn't exist
Am I worthy Yet
Or do I need scars on my wrist
Will I be worthy then
Will I be worthy then

Asking others approval
Every attempt so futile
Against myself I'm too crucial
So emotional, so unusual

Am I worthy Yet?
My past darker than I can admit
Am I worthy Yet?
At times I wish I didn't exist
Am I worthy Yet
Or do I have to lie in a casket
To be worthy
To be worthy



Credits
Writer(s): Gbekeloluwa Omodara
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