Let It Go

You have people around you but you still feel alone
You thought you'd feel at home when you made it back home
You think you missed your calling you didn't answer the phone
You don't know where to go so you just roam
In and out of focus
Sometimes so hopeless you wanna quit
But you know that you have a gift
This gift keeps you pushing
A little light in the tunnel
You think you hear a voice but the words seem mumbled
Puzzled, confused, angered, with staggered voice infliction
So much to do with so many time conflictions
Deadlines for everything
You just wanna stop everything
And end it all
But you wanna finish at the same time
You just want some break time
A little time to unwind
How come they get his and her time?
But where's your time?
You don't have any time
Only time you have is to make up your mind
Will you keep pumping or will you fall flatline
That's something you've been thinking bout every time you get to times like this
Times like hard times
Times like bad times
Times like these you can't let hide the good times
The great times
The times to come
Great things are you coming for you
It just takes time son
Whew

You
Had so much to do
You felt overwhelmed
No time to break
You
Going crazy
Let that sh*t go

You wanna talk about it but don't know what words to say
To describe what's on your mind so much building everyday
Bottled up for some long the lid ain't coming off
Only bottle you can break is e and j or Paul mason
Or basically any other thing that can kill ya liver
Just thinking bout that night really really makes you shiver
It's so much that it makes it hard to see
Who you really meant to be, wake up from ya sleep, youngn
Get on ya feet youngn
Stop acting weak youngn
You got too much to be doin nun youngn
I wanna see you doin sumn
Hard work pays off so I better hear some gruntin
Don't be one of them youngns to be stuntin like you got it
When you ain't even bought it
I want you to be bout it, (real sh*t)
Be able to get ya fam right cuz they done loved you as a youngn, youngn
You feel me?

You
Had so much to do
You felt overwhelmed
No time to break
You
Going crazy
Let that sh*t go

Now when I said you I really mean I
I had so much running through my mind
I felt alone even though I had people by my side
When I went back home things just didn't feel right
So restless I couldn't even go to sleep at night
I was self destructing, losing focus of all things in sight
I felt like quitting but quitting didn't feel right
I realized I had this talent
This lil music thing
My creative ear, my creative brain
I used it as my outlet when I was feeling
Like I was running out of time, stressed and going out my mind
I felt like the music could sense my feeling
And talk back to me with a sweet melody or a steady beat
I got much closer to god and realized that I could do anything
I put my mind to
Still is kind of hard for me to talk to
Anybody about thoughts though
Virtually emotionless on the outside
But in the inside a crazy pit
Took a lol sippy sip to help tell the story
Took another sip my eyes turned blurry
Passed out, now I wake up to see reality
This is real naw this ain't no dream
I was trained better but my engine ran out of steam
I woke up one morning just started thinking
What was I thinking
I don't wanna waste what I have
I was put on this earth with a destined plan
I gotta be a man
Yeah I understand
Who I am
Reflection in the mirror no Photoshop no filter
I gotta make it happen lucid moments helped me see it clearer
I had to clear my mind and travel to a better place in time, Thursday morning
Just had to sit down feel the ocean breeze and realize that
I'm one in a million
I can't hold on to the past if I wanna catch the future
I don't wanna waste another day chasing something that's just imaginary
(I don't want to waste another day chasing something that's just imaginary)

You
Had so much to do
You felt overwhelmed
No time to break
You
Going crazy
Let that sh*t go