Uneven

You've got a lot nerve to show up here
Don't you remember? Don't you remember?
Your ghost lives only in my darkest fears
I was doing better, thought you knew better

We would just waste all of our time
Frozen in space, rest of my life
Now you're haunting me, won't let me break free from
All the dead ends, all the dark days
All of our friends, saying you've changed
Now you're holding me, making me

Uneven, like a basement set of stairs
In a house beyond repair (beyond repair, I'm beyond)
Uneven, like a sidewalk on the sand
I'm cracked in fragments that you're still holding in your hands

You always said you'd tell me everything
I'm done being honest, stop being honest
Can't keep pretending 'cause we'll always be
Angel in a black dress, devil with a sweet kiss
I was your vice, you were my muse
Drew out the lines that you still use
To get where you are, making me believe that

I could erase all of your pain
I've been bruised too, we are the same
Just stay holding me, but I'll still be

Uneven, like a basement set of stairs
In a house beyond repair (beyond repair)
I'm uneven, like a sidewalk on the sand
I'm cracked in fragments that you're still holding in your hands
You're still holding in your hands
You're still holding in your hands
Yeah you're still holding in your hands
You're still-

I'd rather feel you than nothing at all
I'd rather fell you than feel myself fall
I'd rather have you than nothing else
I'd rather feel you than feel myself fall

I was your vice, you were my muse
Drew out the lines that you still use
To get where you are, making me believe that
I could erase all of your pain
I've been bruised too, we are the same
Just stay holding me, but I'll still be uneven
(I'd rather feel you than feel nothing at all)

Uneven, as I try to let you go
Stepping into the unknown
Uneven, like it might not be the end
I'm cracked in fragments, but more whole than I've ever been