Pineapple Boy

Find myself kissing the sidewalk
Brown water and Xan'ny together
Just trying to turn my mind off
Fool, I was thinking today would be better

Feeling I'm getting, personal Heaven
Craving I've had since I was 11
Brain interference, that's draining my spirit
I know it's bad for me, I don't wanna hear it

All alone
No way home
Bloody nose
From my snow
All my friends
Left me for dead
I find myself here again, here again

Why can't I get high
Without wanting to die?
Without wanting to die?
Why can't I get high
Without wanting to die? Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

Told myself I'd find a limit
Honest-to-God, I'd be done with my sinning
Two pills before I forget it
Walls closing in and the ceiling is spinning

Brain going manic, I start to panic
This night's not going away that I planned it
Oxygen's thinning, tires are skidding
This is all my fault man who am I kidding

Close my eyes
Say goodbye
Let me be
Let me die
Mom and dad
Don't be sad
Really it's not so bad not so bad

Why can't I get high
Without wanting to die?
Without wanting to die?
Why can't I get high
Without wanting to die? Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

I've been lying
And I'm dying
And my mother
She is crying
No, I'm nothing
No, I'm nothing
No, I'm nothing
No, I'm no
I'm nothing at all



Credits
Writer(s): Authentic Pines
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