Beautiful Death

Here in this world I don't want to be
How could I pretend that I understand
It's not the life for me that I planned to have
I failed this time around and I'm leaving again

Now everything is going back to the way it was
You said it's normal but it makes me delirious
It's all been done before and now I should turn away
For all I wanted was a beautiful death in love

Now here it goes
What do you want from me
I make mistakes I don't make miracles
So why you do you try to believe
It's this impression that I'm leaving when I turn away
I want the world to know that being is the biggest mistake
My happy ending will never come
For it will never exist when the time has gone
But there's no sorrow here
Yeah it when away
It's still laying there with you inside the grave

Now everything is going back to the way it was
You said it's normal but it makes me delirious
It's all been done before and now I will turn away
For all I wanted was a beautiful death in love
You think you're special but you're really a big mistake
I lost my mind inside reflection at the end of the day
I've lived this life before and now I will go away
For all I wanted was a beautiful death in love

So pointless now inside the hollow world
It's all a fucking lie at the cost of a hope
I don't want to believe that I'm that naive
I'd rather bury myself in the truth with the pain

Now everything is going back to the way it was
You said it's normal but it makes me delirious
It's all been done before and now I will turn away
For all I wanted was a beautiful death in love
You think you're special but you're really a big mistake
I lost my mind inside reflection at the end of the day
I've lived this life before and now I will go away
For all I wanted was a beautiful death in love