Distorted Skylines

Some days gon' be like this, but baby, hold on
Hol' up
More Henny, nigga, pour it up
This for my niggas who ain't here now, but
I feel my niggas still here now, what
I feel my niggas still here now

Nigga roll up
More Henny, nigga, pour it up
This for my niggas who ain't here now, but
I feel my niggas still here now, what
I feel my niggas still here

Niggas took my dog
Since then, I've been prayin' again
If there's a heaven please let him in
I know this shit sound foul
But I rather him be back in jail
Then not here now to see his child

Can't get you off of my mind
Every time I look at my mom, I gotta see ya face
Every time I look in the mirror, gotta see ya face
Every time I look atcha son, I gotta see your face
Down on my knees
I pray to God that he can just replace me for you

December '92, you came through
I swore I was gon' do everything to protect you
But look, shit, I'm sorry, I failed
Nightmares about the day when the bullet impaled

Blood under my nails from the wound I held
Every time you closed your eyes it was me that yelled
But we stronger than this
Now look at me all weak and frail
I swear the hood stay hot, man, it's gotta be hell

Ja Bless, we celebrate yo' life not yo' death
I remember when you took ya first steps
And I was there when you took ya last breath
I still feel your heart beating in my chest, for real

Hol' up
More Henny, nigga, pour it up
This for my niggas who ain't here now, but
I feel my niggas still here now, what
I feel my niggas still here now

Nigga roll up
More Henny, nigga, pour it up
This for my niggas who ain't here now, but
I feel my niggas still here now, what
I feel my niggas still here

Uh, cold sweats under the cover
Still visions of my brother
His nightmares, I believe
Cry til' my eyes bleed
Can't scroll on IGs, too many pictures of him

So many people love him
But it only take one bad apple to spoil this whole orchard
It only take one shot to fuck up the whole family portrait
Still it takes six niggas to carry you in your coffin
Can't do the math, this shit ain't adding' up often
I scale a wall like I'm Kenny Loftin

Eyes on the green still as I proceed as with caution
I just got some bad news from a teller of fortune
Unfortunately, things'll end up how I thought they would be
And now that you gone, feel like your closer to me

See, Ja Bless, we celebrate yo' life not yo' death
I remember when you took ya first steps
And I was there when you took ya last breath
I still feel your heart beating in my chest, for real

Hol' up
More Henny, nigga, pour it up
This for my niggas who ain't here now, but
I feel my niggas still here now, what
I feel my niggas still here now

Nigga roll up
More Henny, nigga, pour it up
This for my niggas who ain't here now, but
I feel my niggas still here now, what
I feel my niggas still here

Some days gon' be like this, so baby, hold on

Standing at the funeral speakin'
Suited up like a deacon
The last stages of a hustler is preachin'
That's what I heard, and I usually don't repeat what I hear

But I belie' dat there
As I stand right here with the makeup smears from all the tears
All on my momma face
Rub all over my white suit jacket to match you in yo casket

Bastards took our dreams, so now we ain't sleepin'
'Cause bitches be lurkin, niggas be creepin'
You makin' me nervous
Grass full of serpents just tell me your purpose
I hope that it's urgent cause niggas is hurtin'
These feelings is worthless

He who invented death, invented life
Just cause he locked him in the pen
That shit still don't make it right
You killed my brother, he was more like my son

But when you live by the gun, they say you die by the gun
But when you live by ya niggas
Then tell me how could you figure
The person pullin' the trigger
This shit might be one of them

It ain't the weed, I been paranoid
My own feelings is null and void
How the fuck am I supposed to avoid what's inevitable
But what's incredible is my mother's strength
This shit don't make no goddamn sense
Another black woman had to put her seed in the ground
But only this time around it was you
But from the tears falling down, only love grew